I've been fairly calm about things so far but I desperately want this to be our lucky month.
I'd always thought that Spring would be the loveliest time to have a baby and May would just be perfect... I can't help but hoping and wishing and praying.
This will be the fourth month we're actively trying and everywhere I go there seem to be babies and women with beautiful swollen tum's... I just want it for myself, and for DOH and for his parents... I think they're as desperate to be grandparents as I am to be a mother (it's the fact she calls herself Granny when talking to the dog that gives it away...)
Please God, if you're listening... knit a tiny new life inside me and keep it safe and strong
I promise to take good care of it, to love it with all my heart and to always do everything I can to ensure it's happiness and security.
I know life isn't fair - I know a woman who has the most beautiful baby now following a drunk one night stand, and I know another woman pregnant with her fourth child when I've never seen her cuddle or kiss or play with her other three...I don't know how that can be part of any master plan for the universe, but please make it my turn next.
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Me too !!! ( maybe we should get together ?? - JOKE !! JOKE !!... ;) )
ReplyDeleteI can't say we're actively trying, although missus seems to think that once a month is actively trying...